Nothing is right

Nothing is wrong

From time to time I have this weird idea of re-thinking what I already have in my head. I think that thoughts, idea and feelings are more chemical reaction caused by gens and environment with other factors. I am not sure if you get the idea but simply I am saying that when you think that you have reached the final absolute idea then it is just a new lie you create and believe.

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For five days I was going through the mass of my brain. I was brain-searching for my believes and what I assume about the world and the universe and I found nothing. Do you believe that a someone will just wake up and find out that he believes in nothing?? Simply some value divided by 0 which is mathematically so wrong.

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I don’t consider my self an atheist and also I don’t consider my self any thing. Lately I started to have this neutral feeling about every thing. I remember some philosopher said some thing about (starting to believe is starting to fall into mistakes, it is like judging facts with your feelings and that is wrong) I don’t remember who said it and the exact sentence (is it called quote?) but I can now understand what he was saying. Of course this idea is triggered by a dear friend who sent me an SMS about (سقراط) who said something close.

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Among all beliefs I have some respect to atheists especially those who stops finding system errors in any religion and ask the big question (Dos god exist??) and be more subjective trying to understand what is around us using facts, only fact not leaning to soul believes and untenable facts. Still I find a lot of them so frustrated and full with anger and hate that misguide them and others to answer at leas a small percentage of the big question (Who created this universe)?

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Lately Sheikh Ahmed Alkalili who is the biggest religious authority in Oman declared a fight against non-believers and atheists. Many writers didn’t like his angry tone and his ancient quite of the Bedwen who answered the question (How did you get that Allah exist?) He simply said (when I see a  [of a camel I realize it came from a camel and when I see road I realize that indicates a trip (مسير) and maybe Nadia can help me to translate that.

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It is not that I am against religion but I am against the catholic marriage between religious people and politics with old Arab mentality (Jahiliayh mentality) and tribal way of thinking. This mixture has created an awful outcome and I think all of us can see the difference between Muslims around the world. Why did terrorism came from these countries, it is the magical combination of (religion + politics + common society behavior + support from out side) and if you ask any suicide bomber about what he sees in all of this (of course you need to collect his parts and make him live again if you are a fan of Frankenstein  novel) it is a normal outcome nothing surprising. I don’t say now it is wrong or right I simply say that this is one bad side of immaterialists way of thinking.

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I have to tell you that I will start over again. I mean start over every thing and try to re-understand my standpoints and then try to improve my knowledge. This is a great feeling when there is nothing wrong in someone's mind. You can see more obvious and think more clear. From now on I don’t hate or love any thing.

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Fly Like a Bird or Like a Plane

Just fly no matter what !!

When I started my computer this morning I had a very weird feeling about this day. Somehow my office computer administrator did it and blocked my G-talk window. I tried to outsmart him and downloaded the setup from some website. It seems that they recognized the file and also my administrator blocked the program again. It is a big dilemma. How can I chat with my friends now??

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I don’t know if you know this, but maybe some of you who read my other blog realized my decision to stop posting in my official blog which I used to write a lot of things. The main reason is that an idea hit me in my brain and told me that I was starting to repeat myself. This means only one thing, back to reading like a freak and as a big nerd it was not that difficult.

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I don’t know if you know Najeeb Mahfouz. He is the only Arab writer who got the Nobel prize for his great works. I started to read his novels so early because dad at that time used to give us money for each book we read, and because Mahfouz is much easier than other classics we all decided to finish his novels first. At that time I was so exited about them and for some time I believed that he is the best novelist in the world.

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I don’t know what partially changed. Some thing about his technique wasn’t comfy. It seems that the (السارد) or the narrator of  the story in the book was interfering a lot in the (حبكة) and saying directly what I think shouldn’t be said by the narrator. Hold this thought I have a call.

Ok where was I?? Oh yeah. So Mahfouz was interfering a lot. One of my friends told me something about this matter and how similar it was to the beginning of Western novelists. Nevertheless, I read 2 novels since yesterday that can put me back in my normal place; a big fat nerd. I have to do something about my weight because I want to be a handsome nerd. Chicks dig that, right?

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Somehow I feel free  like a big nerd flying in the sky. I don’t know why and I don’t care. My heart is so full of joy that I can kiss anyone who is next to me just if they wear nice short skirts with (XX) genes only. Ok I admit it. I will kiss any one with out the (Y) gene in their blood. I think it is obvious enough. (Note from Nadia: You're Weird).

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I need a long break. Something like three days or three years to recover from this exhausting year. Maybe I have to go to either Paris of Ruwi. I have to leave Darsait for some time. I think I will visit Salalah very soon when the Khafeef season is over I would love it to see the naked cold ground rather than the ugly green and hideous rain. (Hideous rain? Ugly Green?? And you hire a DHOFARI to edit your posts?! - Nadia) You should always see Oman as God created hot humid or cold and dry. It is just some trick from the Gods that Salalah is an exception so don’t visit at summer, just go in Jan or Feb this is how you can be more involved in the real Oman. Believe me and do what I told you and I ensure you that you will regret it for your whole life.

Best wishes.

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In love with an idea

I have the weirdest feeling today. There is a poem in my mind and I hate this feeling. It is almost like desiring to admit your love to your young and beautiful neighbor but you feel so afraid of her big brother. My idea I am in love with is not about that. It is mostly about my crazy wife and my crazy job.

I really hate my job today especially after some new girl with big boobs came to our office and told the editor that she wants to be a model for style section. Every body encouraged her to do that for the money. I was to only one who got upset. Why do many women want to treat their bodies as some good can be evaluated by some stupid photographer or some old news editor??? It is to weird and I feel so upset. Also I feel so jealous because I really feel that if there is a model in (Fact sound) news paper that should be me. My gigantic fat and my dark skin is the best way to market the usual Omani figure fuck them all with their stupid ideas.

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I had a big fight with my wife. Again she wants to go to have a new plastic surgery. This time she wants to change her voice by changing some parts in her throat. WTF!!! This woman is crazy and she is pushing me to kill her. I don’t want to be the first Omani OG but I am tempted though.

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Again I feel weird again. There is an idea in my mind and it like a small naked baby. I need to figure out a good way to cloth it and clean it before taking it to the real world. Words are crazy and even the way that an idea can form some words into a sentence or some sentences into a paragraph or some paragraphs into a small or a big post in a stupid Omani blog is so strange today. I really need a break from thinking to much of nothing. Do you get it?? Me too??

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And Indian friend works with me in the news paper gave me a book. It is about Mahabharata stories. I am not sure if I spelled it right but I read this book more than 6 times since I was a little kid. What is weird that some Hindu feel shy because their logo is little like to Nazi's logo. I will talk write later about it. Now I have to write my daily column.

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Omani Bloggers against the pig with flu

Omani Bloggers Facing The Pig with Flu (part 2)

One Voice Echoing Across Oman

Once upon a time in Oman an Omani blogger called Hamed Algaithi (Also called Dotchi) wrote a post in his blog about H1N1 and the necessity to start a big campaign to raise awareness among society using blogs and media. And also once upon a time in Oman a charismatic blogger called Bader Alhinai wrote many new posts in his blog and made all the arrangements for  Omani bloggers to meet and discuss the best way to start a big campaign. Ammar Almamari, Muawiyah Alrawahi, Hasher Almunthari and Waleed Alnabhani sat in Costa and had a coffee (the story says that some of them had milkshakes) and agreed to go onto the streets to sanitize people.

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After the first part and some good response from media, the excitement became bigger and some people and companies were kind enough and supported the campaign with (800) Rial. After this financial boost our charismatic Blogger Bader could move more toward the idea and he launched a competition to design a poster for the campaign with a prize. Also we all agreed to distribute hand sanitizers this time. Our first choice was the big Center in Muscat but that resulted in every possible complication a brain can create, so our next choice which was (Jawharat Alshatti) welcomed the bloggers so the decision was made to concentrate on cars and the people in them and that was what happened once upon a time in Friday 9^th October 2009.

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Let me say I am so proud to be in this campaign, and seeing how positive and active all guys were gave me a good dose of positive feeling and thinking. To get attention we decided to give a break-dance show by the famous Omani b-boys group called (SNK) and they did great although the mat was not the kind they preferred anyway they did great and gave a nice show.

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Some famous Omani bloggers and online writers were there onsite like Blu-chi and Maitham Musawi and his brother (by the way Maitham I need to talk to you so send me your number via email) and a journalist from the new news paper (Muscat Daily) was there. Of course noone from the Omani official media came (Note from Nadia: Muscat Daily IS the official media. It's an official newspaper starting today just like the Observer or Al Watan). The event in my opinion was a success and I know it is a small thing to do to raise awareness but at least we have now that emotional rush and self satisfaction that tomorrow -after this experience we gained - it is possible that we all can one day carry the great concept of (change) and start gradually to be more effective in our society as individuals first and as bloggers second.

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Hamed, Ammar, Bader, Waleed, Hasher, Hassawi and all those who volunteered, big thanks to you guys. It is now as the Omani bloggers' wall slogan says (Blogging for Oman) one voice echoing across Oman.

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